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Thursday, 02 April 2009

  • It's been a while...

    Well I'm having a very trying week.  First, I get sunburn at the car wash, then I have some personal problems that I'm trying not to think about all the time and distract myself with school even though the problem is still there.  The good news is I'm almost done with my third garment.  They are all due by Monday.  I was thinking of making a fourth one, but I can't think of another design.  Oh well...So I'll only have three in the fashion show.  No Problem.

    I have decided not to continue my schooling after I graduate.  I'll just try different jobs and hopefully I'll find what I want to do that way.  I mean it could be like another Zippy's.  That wasn't where I pictured myself working, but now that I am, I love it.  I want to find another job like that.  Where I love the job.  Plus, not going to school will give me a lot more options.  Wish me luck. 

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

  • My head is spinning...

    OMG, I have so much stress building up...First there is my classes this semester.  Since I'm hoping to graduate this semester, I need to do my line (which is 3-5 garments) for the fashion show.  I also need to help plan and coordinate the show and everything for it.  They want all the seniors to participate as much as possible.  So I'm thinking of my garments, sketching them out, the models that will wear them, deadlines, etc, etc. 

    Plus, if that wasn't enough, I'm almost going to be 21.  You would think that would be a good thing, but for me it's more stress.  My parents finally made the details clear.  I can live at home after I'm 21, but I need to pay rent to them for $200.  If I move out before I graduate, they will help pay $200 of my rent until I graduate.  After I graduate, I pay my own rent, but they will still pay for my tuition if I decide to continue my schooling.  The thing is, I already looked at apartments and found two good ones.  I don't know if I should move in or wait.  I still don't know how to cook well, wash clothes, or drive.  Because of that, I was thinking of staying at home and living, but I don't know if those places would be available later on.  Both places are close to the bus stop and exactly what I was looking for.  Everything is just freaking me out...I don't know what to do...help me someone...

Wednesday, 31 December 2008

  • OMG...I found out that Ne-Yo is performing at Blasdell Concert Hall on January 5th.  Man, if i knew that I would have asked that as a christmas present...I know most people don't know who that is, but I would so love to see that...Oh well...

Tuesday, 23 December 2008

  • well this month hasn't been the best, but for some reason I am hopeful.  Christmas is in two days and it doesn't feel like it.  I haven't heard my favorite christmas song, Christmas in Honolulu and 'm not sure how everything will turn out.  I hate myself for thinking some things and not trusting.  I love him so much...it aches.  I feel like a little kid again and it seems weird, but interesting.  I mean is that ok?  Am I too serious?  I am praying for a miracle and if it happens, it might be the best christmas present ever...

Saturday, 13 December 2008

  • well about three months later...

    I managed to get through all my classes with good grades.  Made a lot of new outfits.  Some I'm proud of, some not really...I signed up for my next semester.  Only two more classes and guess what?  I'm graduating!  Woot Woot.  I'm getting my associates in fashion technology.  Don't know what I'm going to do after, but it's a nice feeling to know I'll be done.  I'm even going to have my line for the fashion show.  I'm just so happy to be walking with my friends and graduate from a school that isn't green and white.  Well if I don't update again, Merry Christmas.